I want to change. I want to be more true to myself.
The Jewish new year is around the corner and I'm thinking about where I stand presently and where I want to be this coming year as a Jew and as an individual. How do I reveal more of my essence and less of my unrefined-self?
Meanwhile, I'm preoccupied noticing all these things that I do that I'm not so fond of...
But why do I even care? I mean I'm imperfect. No matter what I will never quite be perfect. I'm flawed. I'm a little rotten in this way and a little rotten in that way. So what's the big deal with all my scratches and dents on my personality anyways? I'm old, scratched up, and covered in dents, what good will a paint job do at this stage? and what's the biggey to have a couple new dents on me anyways?
The truth is I'm actually a Tesla, the most beautiful car in the world. I'm a holy soul with a mission catered to my soul's expertise and so are you. We are all Tesla's. We are all beautiful and that's why every scratch matters, that's why i want to fix up this new dent I got from getting frustrated and raising my voice. That's why it bothers me when I do something that's not-so-holy. Because at my core, at our essence we are pure souls living here on earth to bring a unique light and elevation to the reality of this world.
So if we're really precious souls, teslas, it's a privilege and an honor to take notice of each and every added dent and scratch and to fix it up accordingly.